some Stu's, yo-

and here's the shit what we done with it!
embiggen it? click that shit!

don't worry about it for now-

Sorrow strewn-
blazing forever in a cut across the night
unbidden
racing like for...ever
fickle scars of skin pricked rage
suppressed in smooth odes of lust
Fight me now,
raise the unending expanse that masks exits
slippery reveal
the masks of our own
Sweet stench- the sickly flow staunched
by fear fading
swept
in impossible currant-stained
current, carrying the means in molten slicks
twisting scorched rivers of iced ichor
searing the way, belying the true strength
of what is
given
here it is
again that it must play out
surviving surely on what is known
Silent sinking-
below impenetrable depths unabashedly concealing
concrete gold
sudden corned alchemy
screams cry cutting through the atmosphere howling
betraying frustrating failures
revealing nothing but
albus
pure and blank
binging on desperation
devoid of all understanding
unyielding, jeering new slang
Spoken swell
chasing speckled shade transformed as a faun
changing into solid smooth charring overtaking what once was
yet will still be
amalgamation of before and now and will
grieve the loss of certainty
a greater pain
than to know what was never had
the half wish breeding
expounding transparently
useless pointless
inviting silver-tongued speech
forced through cruelly empty cochlea
a casualty of comprehension
ponder the impossible
profound blindness in
ironic iconoclasm

knuckle sandwich IV

crushed
swallowed whole by the breaking crest
the last embers doused
the dark waves
come crashing down, obliterating
any last
glow
washed away
now sea of darkness
cry out
sharp-tongued kick
of a wounded animal
cutting through the silence
darkness under the
foamy roar of the waves
above
see the surface slipping further
out of reach
sinking
reach out
stretch my arms wide
pull the waters past me
journey to the sky
if there was anything
for me above
drop like the lost chance
smooth stone
undisturbed
not to be found

for now

knuckle sandwich III

remember the night-
smooth fire light
shadows danced my shadowed wants
sweet stolen moments of
golden joy
lost
ties cut abrupt
in a stark motion shift
black to white
blinding my uncertainty
darkness
the sleeping beast of joy
slumbers
waiting
later
later
at first glimpse of light
the beast slumbers still
blank knowing
lost to the wind
he who reaches me
an almost invitation
swept away
but still, then
the crashing dream pounds
shattering the shore
awakening with an anguished roar
the beast
broken waves
rain down the forgotten scent
drenching me with
familiar fire
sweet liquid glance in dim
commotion
vex myself for closed eyes
if it's a second round
playing out before me
lost second chance
glowing embers
spark in me
if i could
if i could obtain it
if i could find a way
i could be happy,
it seems
always obscure
and just out of reach
again
lay the foundation
wait
wait for the golden rain